1 00:00:16,470 --> 00:00:14,870 bill anders will always mention that he 2 00:00:18,310 --> 00:00:16,480 was the first one to get to the moon 3 00:00:21,109 --> 00:00:18,320 because he was in a position whereby he 4 00:00:24,390 --> 00:00:21,119 was a few centimeters ahead of us as he 5 00:00:28,390 --> 00:00:26,230 mark spitz you know i mean first is 6 00:00:30,310 --> 00:00:28,400 first you know 7 00:00:33,350 --> 00:00:30,320 the reason is we were flying backwards 8 00:00:35,510 --> 00:00:33,360 and he had a bigger butt that's like 9 00:00:37,590 --> 00:00:35,520 whatever it takes 10 00:00:40,630 --> 00:00:37,600 but when we finally came 11 00:00:43,750 --> 00:00:40,640 into the er or sunshine actually we came 12 00:00:45,029 --> 00:00:43,760 out i think we were best expressed as uh 13 00:00:47,029 --> 00:00:45,039 you know three school kids looking 14 00:00:48,790 --> 00:00:47,039 through a candy store window you know 15 00:00:50,950 --> 00:00:48,800 the flight plan was forgotten for a few 16 00:00:52,950 --> 00:00:50,960 moments our noses were pressed to the 17 00:00:54,869 --> 00:00:52,960 glass and we're all looking at those 18 00:00:56,549 --> 00:00:54,879 ancient old craters on the far side of 19 00:00:59,110 --> 00:00:56,559 the moon which of course as you all know 20 00:01:01,430 --> 00:00:59,120 we don't see from the earth and uh and 21 00:01:04,950 --> 00:01:01,440 to see what what they were and how they 22 00:01:07,030 --> 00:01:04,960 were we were just 60 miles above the uh 23 00:01:08,870 --> 00:01:07,040 the moon at that time and uh i think 24 00:01:11,670 --> 00:01:08,880 that's one of the uh great impressions 25 00:01:14,310 --> 00:01:11,680 i've had in the the first instances of 26 00:01:17,109 --> 00:01:14,320 actually becoming a satellite of of the 27 00:01:18,950 --> 00:01:17,119 moon jim was busy photographing along 28 00:01:21,990 --> 00:01:18,960 the flight path through the navigation 29 00:01:22,870 --> 00:01:22,000 system and i was shooting right left and 30 00:01:26,390 --> 00:01:22,880 uh 31 00:01:28,230 --> 00:01:26,400 we one thing that you i don't think we 32 00:01:29,590 --> 00:01:28,240 had a light meter the nasa had 33 00:01:32,550 --> 00:01:29,600 calculated 34 00:01:35,190 --> 00:01:32,560 what the uh the reflected light would be 35 00:01:37,510 --> 00:01:35,200 depending on our longitude which depend 36 00:01:40,390 --> 00:01:37,520 on our time and so i just checked the 37 00:01:42,710 --> 00:01:40,400 clock and i'd turn it f this or f that 38 00:01:44,789 --> 00:01:42,720 and uh and so we got a lot of good 39 00:01:47,270 --> 00:01:44,799 pictures of uh 40 00:01:48,789 --> 00:01:47,280 the lunar surface as bill said he was 41 00:01:51,109 --> 00:01:48,799 doing all this with photography and i 42 00:01:53,670 --> 00:01:51,119 wanted him to be studying the systems 43 00:01:55,350 --> 00:01:53,680 doing this so i said anders forget about 44 00:01:57,109 --> 00:01:55,360 those pictures don't worry about it but 45 00:02:00,149 --> 00:01:57,119 we'll we'll be able and he was doing all 46 00:02:02,069 --> 00:02:00,159 this on the sly in the sauna 47 00:02:03,910 --> 00:02:02,079 without anybody knowing about it but 48 00:02:05,270 --> 00:02:03,920 actually i think that was made probably 49 00:02:07,830 --> 00:02:05,280 the most important evidence that we 50 00:02:10,150 --> 00:02:07,840 brought back was it was the photography 51 00:02:12,150 --> 00:02:10,160 and jim and level jim and uh build it at 52 00:02:14,150 --> 00:02:12,160 all we were coming around on this third 53 00:02:16,309 --> 00:02:14,160 revolution and i was taking pictures 54 00:02:18,229 --> 00:02:16,319 over here and jim was asleep i'm not 55 00:02:21,110 --> 00:02:18,239 even sure what he was doing 56 00:02:22,949 --> 00:02:21,120 and i think frank yelled out look or 57 00:02:24,869 --> 00:02:22,959 something and uh 58 00:02:27,270 --> 00:02:24,879 here was this gorgeous 59 00:02:29,589 --> 00:02:27,280 thing coming up over the 60 00:02:31,670 --> 00:02:29,599 lunar horizon the back side of the moon 61 00:02:33,910 --> 00:02:31,680 much rougher than the front side of the 62 00:02:35,270 --> 00:02:33,920 moon and so boy there was a mad scramble 63 00:02:38,150 --> 00:02:35,280 for cameras 64 00:02:39,270 --> 00:02:38,160 uh each guy had one started firing off i 65 00:02:41,350 --> 00:02:39,280 was lucky 66 00:02:42,869 --> 00:02:41,360 because i had one with a long lens and 67 00:02:44,070 --> 00:02:42,879 color film 68 00:02:47,670 --> 00:02:44,080 and 69 00:02:50,309 --> 00:02:47,680 f-stop 70 00:02:52,470 --> 00:02:50,319 and each other each of the guys took the 71 00:02:54,550 --> 00:02:52,480 same view but different size lenses and 72 00:02:57,350 --> 00:02:54,560 it just so happened that nasa 73 00:02:59,670 --> 00:02:57,360 picked the one i took as the iconic 74 00:03:02,309 --> 00:02:59,680 earthrise picture but frankly even 75 00:03:04,470 --> 00:03:02,319 though they both claimed they took it 76 00:03:05,589 --> 00:03:04,480 they know who did but i consider it kind 77 00:03:07,270 --> 00:03:05,599 of a crew 78 00:03:08,869 --> 00:03:07,280 picture 79 00:03:10,790 --> 00:03:08,879 we've talked about being in orbit now 80 00:03:12,470 --> 00:03:10,800 and one of the more exciting parts of 81 00:03:14,630 --> 00:03:12,480 the of the mission from my standpoint 82 00:03:16,630 --> 00:03:14,640 was lighting the rocket to get us home 83 00:03:18,630 --> 00:03:16,640 otherwise we'd still be there 84 00:03:21,190 --> 00:03:18,640 on the 10th revolution on behind the 85 00:03:23,030 --> 00:03:21,200 moon we lit the the rocket plot for 86 00:03:25,509 --> 00:03:23,040 about four or five minutes 87 00:03:27,910 --> 00:03:25,519 it worked perfectly and we started home 88 00:03:29,990 --> 00:03:27,920 and go ahead james well i have to get 89 00:03:31,750 --> 00:03:30,000 into detail here because of the we're in 90 00:03:33,830 --> 00:03:31,760 the far side of the moon and we have to 91 00:03:36,070 --> 00:03:33,840 light this engine otherwise we'll be 92 00:03:38,869 --> 00:03:36,080 captured permanently as the satellite of 93 00:03:41,110 --> 00:03:38,879 the moon and so my job was to actually 94 00:03:42,789 --> 00:03:41,120 do the work through the computer and we 95 00:03:44,949 --> 00:03:42,799 had a a 96 00:03:46,789 --> 00:03:44,959 a signal or 97 00:03:48,390 --> 00:03:46,799 actually numbers on the computer that 98 00:03:49,830 --> 00:03:48,400 got down to five seconds before it 99 00:03:51,910 --> 00:03:49,840 should be lit and 100 00:03:54,390 --> 00:03:51,920 it said something like do you really 101 00:03:55,910 --> 00:03:54,400 want to make this maneuver 102 00:03:57,589 --> 00:03:55,920 this gave you a little bit of a chance 103 00:03:59,509 --> 00:03:57,599 to say hey i don't want to do this you 104 00:04:02,070 --> 00:03:59,519 know to think about it and so i 105 00:04:06,710 --> 00:04:02,080 hesitated with my finger and bourbon 106 00:04:12,309 --> 00:04:09,270 anyway my recollection is we're coming 107 00:04:14,309 --> 00:04:12,319 back 35 000 feet a second 108 00:04:15,670 --> 00:04:14,319 way over any world speed record that had 109 00:04:18,310 --> 00:04:15,680 been set before 110 00:04:21,270 --> 00:04:18,320 uh seven miles a second basically 111 00:04:23,990 --> 00:04:21,280 and um i i remarked 112 00:04:25,830 --> 00:04:24,000 to uh to frank or jim and said gee it 113 00:04:28,150 --> 00:04:25,840 looks like uh you know where are we 114 00:04:29,430 --> 00:04:28,160 getting sunrise or no they were getting 115 00:04:30,710 --> 00:04:29,440 entry and they said oh no this is 116 00:04:34,150 --> 00:04:30,720 sunrise 117 00:04:35,909 --> 00:04:34,160 going right into the sun and this it 118 00:04:36,870 --> 00:04:35,919 just got brighter and brighter and 119 00:04:39,270 --> 00:04:36,880 brighter 120 00:04:41,189 --> 00:04:39,280 and pretty soon i felt like like a bug 121 00:04:42,870 --> 00:04:41,199 that was somehow gotten inside a 122 00:04:45,749 --> 00:04:42,880 blowtorch flame 123 00:04:46,790 --> 00:04:45,759 watching this torch go and as the g's 124 00:04:49,350 --> 00:04:46,800 build up 125 00:04:52,310 --> 00:04:49,360 every noun that looked like a big chunk 126 00:04:55,189 --> 00:04:52,320 would come flying off the heat shield 127 00:04:57,350 --> 00:04:55,199 well when you see the meteors coming in 128 00:04:59,110 --> 00:04:57,360 you know they light up very bright but 129 00:05:01,590 --> 00:04:59,120 really they're just tiny little pebbles 130 00:05:03,270 --> 00:05:01,600 and they ionize and make a big flash i 131 00:05:05,189 --> 00:05:03,280 didn't think about that at the time and 132 00:05:06,550 --> 00:05:05,199 i could just feel the heat 133 00:05:08,230 --> 00:05:06,560 coming through 134 00:05:10,710 --> 00:05:08,240 the spacecraft 135 00:05:13,110 --> 00:05:10,720 and then we got down lower uh we came in 136 00:05:16,390 --> 00:05:13,120 at night first night re-entry 137 00:05:18,950 --> 00:05:16,400 uh then the it got dark and at what at 138 00:05:21,830 --> 00:05:18,960 fifty thousand feet or so the uh 139 00:05:24,390 --> 00:05:21,840 the drogues fired uh and we could feel a 140 00:05:27,189 --> 00:05:24,400 jerk that was very reassuring and then 141 00:05:28,710 --> 00:05:27,199 at what 18 000 or something the main 142 00:05:30,790 --> 00:05:28,720 shoots came out 143 00:05:32,469 --> 00:05:30,800 12 000 and uh 144 00:05:34,950 --> 00:05:32,479 but we couldn't see them and and i think 145 00:05:37,430 --> 00:05:34,960 we needed two to make it you know 146 00:05:38,950 --> 00:05:37,440 and so it all seemed like one jerk and 147 00:05:41,430 --> 00:05:38,960 i'm thinking wait a minute three shoots 148 00:05:44,710 --> 00:05:41,440 and one pull that's not too good 149 00:05:46,790 --> 00:05:44,720 but uh our jim and frank checked our 150 00:05:47,670 --> 00:05:46,800 vertical velocities seemed to be in 151 00:05:50,870 --> 00:05:47,680 orbit 152 00:05:53,189 --> 00:05:50,880 but when we hit it was the biggest belly 153 00:05:55,749 --> 00:05:53,199 buster i've ever been on 154 00:05:57,990 --> 00:05:55,759 and one of frank's jobs was to flick a 155 00:05:59,350 --> 00:05:58,000 switch that would blow off the 156 00:06:00,950 --> 00:05:59,360 parachutes 157 00:06:03,350 --> 00:06:00,960 but you know we hit so hard it just 158 00:06:05,510 --> 00:06:03,360 ripped his hand from the switch 159 00:06:07,189 --> 00:06:05,520 and by the time he could recover 160 00:06:08,390 --> 00:06:07,199 the chutes had pulled down wind and this 161 00:06:10,469 --> 00:06:08,400 thing was 162 00:06:11,430 --> 00:06:10,479 floating upside down so i thought here 163 00:06:13,430 --> 00:06:11,440 we were 164 00:06:15,830 --> 00:06:13,440 conquering heroes from the moon hanging 165 00:06:17,670 --> 00:06:15,840 from our straps and all the trash that 166 00:06:19,350 --> 00:06:17,680 was in the spacecraft that had collected 167 00:06:21,590 --> 00:06:19,360 on the floor when we were coming and now 168 00:06:23,670 --> 00:06:21,600 it's raining down on our face 169 00:06:27,029 --> 00:06:23,680 so it was uh that's one of my big 170 00:06:30,309 --> 00:06:27,039 recollections well we came in uh 171 00:06:32,309 --> 00:06:30,319 because we actually why we hit so hard 172 00:06:35,029 --> 00:06:32,319 the spacecraft was hanging from the 173 00:06:37,510 --> 00:06:35,039 parachutes at an angle and the idea was 174 00:06:39,670 --> 00:06:37,520 that the the edge of the spacecraft 175 00:06:41,510 --> 00:06:39,680 would slice into the water and sort of 176 00:06:43,830 --> 00:06:41,520 not make it a little bit easier for the 177 00:06:46,390 --> 00:06:43,840 landing well it so happened that we were 178 00:06:48,629 --> 00:06:46,400 swinging on the shrouds of the 179 00:06:50,790 --> 00:06:48,639 of the parachutes and also the wave 180 00:06:53,189 --> 00:06:50,800 action was such that they both matched 181 00:06:55,189 --> 00:06:53,199 so that we hit both things flat 182 00:06:58,309 --> 00:06:55,199 and that's what caused the uh 183 00:07:00,870 --> 00:06:58,319 uh that caused the the the sudden uh you 184 00:07:02,629 --> 00:07:00,880 know hitting the water and of course the 185 00:07:04,550 --> 00:07:02,639 the parachutes then pull us over to what 186 00:07:07,029 --> 00:07:04,560 is known as a stable two which meant 187 00:07:09,830 --> 00:07:07,039 that we are hanging upside down just on 188 00:07:11,749 --> 00:07:09,840 our straps which is sort of an unusual 189 00:07:12,710 --> 00:07:11,759 way and so frank had to throw another 190 00:07:13,990 --> 00:07:12,720 switch 191 00:07:16,309 --> 00:07:14,000 uh that 192 00:07:17,830 --> 00:07:16,319 inflated about three balloons that 193 00:07:20,150 --> 00:07:17,840 slowly made us 194 00:07:21,350 --> 00:07:20,160 rotate up and all this motion of course 195 00:07:23,830 --> 00:07:21,360 with frank was another little 196 00:07:25,510 --> 00:07:23,840 disconcerting thing and he couldn't wait 197 00:07:27,909 --> 00:07:25,520 to get out of that spacecraft to get 198 00:07:30,070 --> 00:07:27,919 back on that ship i think that that the 199 00:07:33,029 --> 00:07:30,080 three of us were very very fortunate 200 00:07:34,469 --> 00:07:33,039 americans four hundred thousand people 201 00:07:35,909 --> 00:07:34,479 put that thing together four hundred 202 00:07:37,029 --> 00:07:35,919 thousand americans 203 00:07:46,309 --> 00:07:37,039 uh 204 00:07:47,749 --> 00:07:46,319 very blessed to be with jim and bill 205 00:07:48,710 --> 00:07:47,759 because there was there was a wonder 206 00:07:50,790 --> 00:07:48,720 wonderful 207 00:07:52,790 --> 00:07:50,800 camaraderie there it's hard to tell yeah 208 00:07:54,790 --> 00:07:52,800 i know 209 00:07:57,189 --> 00:07:54,800 i'm still i'm still mad about you doing 210 00:07:58,710 --> 00:07:57,199 that in the sauna but nevertheless 211 00:08:04,230 --> 00:07:58,720 it was a 212 00:08:06,710 --> 00:08:04,240 feeling and i i can remember 213 00:08:08,150 --> 00:08:06,720 as i we stepped out on the carrier 214 00:08:11,510 --> 00:08:08,160 with that fresh 215 00:08:14,390 --> 00:08:11,520 ocean breeze and the flag flying there 216 00:08:17,830 --> 00:08:14,400 and the sailors all standing around 217 00:08:19,830 --> 00:08:17,840 it was a feeling to me of overwhelming 218 00:08:22,550 --> 00:08:19,840 sense of gratitude 219 00:08:23,990 --> 00:08:22,560 for what we had been part of as soon as 220 00:08:25,589 --> 00:08:24,000 we got down 221 00:08:28,150 --> 00:08:25,599 at least in my 222 00:08:30,790 --> 00:08:28,160 feelings uh i didn't realize exactly 223 00:08:32,550 --> 00:08:30,800 what we had accomplished i knew that we 224 00:08:33,750 --> 00:08:32,560 accomplished a successful first flight 225 00:08:36,630 --> 00:08:33,760 to the moon 226 00:08:37,589 --> 00:08:36,640 but i didn't know the significance of it 227 00:08:39,509 --> 00:08:37,599 uh 228 00:08:42,389 --> 00:08:39,519 for the united states and for the world 229 00:08:44,550 --> 00:08:42,399 of what what had happened it takes time 230 00:08:47,110 --> 00:08:44,560 for these things to sink in it takes a 231 00:08:49,670 --> 00:08:47,120 little bit of history and aging to say 232 00:08:50,630 --> 00:08:49,680 hey really what happened how does this 233 00:08:51,590 --> 00:08:50,640 affect 234 00:08:55,110 --> 00:08:51,600 you know 235 00:08:58,389 --> 00:08:55,120 our view uh of the country especially as 236 00:09:00,790 --> 00:08:58,399 martin had mentioned 1968 was a very 237 00:09:01,910 --> 00:09:00,800 poor year in this country and then we 238 00:09:05,269 --> 00:09:01,920 suddenly 239 00:09:06,230 --> 00:09:05,279 ended that year on a positive note doing 240 00:09:07,990 --> 00:09:06,240 something 241 00:09:10,070 --> 00:09:08,000 you know positive for the country that 242 00:09:12,550 --> 00:09:10,080 everybody could take pride in 243 00:09:14,310 --> 00:09:12,560 and in a sense uh 244 00:09:17,030 --> 00:09:14,320 great feelings about the accomplishment 245 00:09:19,750 --> 00:09:17,040 but i frankly felt a little guilty 246 00:09:21,750 --> 00:09:19,760 because all of us had uh comrades and 247 00:09:24,389 --> 00:09:21,760 colleagues doing uh things that i 248 00:09:27,990 --> 00:09:24,399 thought were a lot more dangerous 249 00:09:31,110 --> 00:09:28,000 fighting in vietnam a lot of colleagues 250 00:09:33,509 --> 00:09:31,120 shot down put in prison el dorado canyon 251 00:09:35,509 --> 00:09:33,519 raid on libya 252 00:09:36,949 --> 00:09:35,519 frankly i think apollo 8 was probably a 253 00:09:39,190 --> 00:09:36,959 lot safer 254 00:09:41,030 --> 00:09:39,200 and uh we were lucky to be part of it as 255 00:09:42,630 --> 00:09:41,040 frank said 256 00:09:43,590 --> 00:09:42,640 i agree with you you stopped thinking 257 00:09:44,790 --> 00:09:43,600 look at 258 00:09:47,030 --> 00:09:44,800 john glenn 259 00:09:49,590 --> 00:09:47,040 what 69 missions in world war ii and 260 00:09:51,430 --> 00:09:49,600 there's so many missions in in korea and 261 00:09:53,190 --> 00:09:51,440 uh you know if i hadn't been in if i 262 00:09:54,949 --> 00:09:53,200 hadn't been in apollo i'd 263 00:09:56,230 --> 00:09:54,959 wanted been in vietnam 264 00:09:58,389 --> 00:09:56,240 but we weren't 265 00:10:00,870 --> 00:09:58,399 and and we sort of got 266 00:10:03,350 --> 00:10:00,880 all the adulation and all the success 267 00:10:04,790 --> 00:10:03,360 and all the planets and there were so 268 00:10:06,310 --> 00:10:04,800 many people that were trying to serve 269 00:10:08,630 --> 00:10:06,320 this country under much more difficult